last moon
venerdì 8 luglio 2022
Recuerdos de un Italiano en Londres-13
mercoledì 6 luglio 2022
The real story of Patrick Winningoes-6
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At that question, Mr Winningoes had
set with extreme naturalness, George had brought a hand to his mouth, showing
in his eyes an horrified gaze. Then he stood up, with the hand still on his
mouth and ran out the room. I heard his long footsteps, through up the
staircases.
-«I am sorry! I am very sorry indeed»– said the man in a resigned and sincere
tone –“I have tried to gradually introduce you to the difficult matter, in
order not to upset you, but it’s quietly evident that I have not succeeded it.-
"Shall we go to see how your friend is?” – he concluded standing up.
- « May be it’s better if I go first to talk to him on my own! We need to
stay alone for a while» I told Mr Winningoes.
-« As you like» – he said quietly, sitting again.
I followed George upstairs, thinking at Mr Winningoes’ story. I had also
accused an emotional hit to that sorrowful question, although, to say the very
truth, I had expected that point of landing in Mr Winningoes’ discourse.
I saw George coming out from the bath. He stared at me without saying nothing.
I knew he needed to be on his own, so I went to our room and lay down at the
bed without approaching him.
I closed my eyes, trying to dominate
all these emotions. I recalled into my
mind the last accounts had led me to that house, with that strange man who seemed
to fright .George so heavily
It
was Friday, the 9th of November 1979, right the day we were going to meet that
strange Mr Winningoes, as we had soon to discover, when I had followed my
friend on the wide tree-lined roads. On the sidewalks, the leaves, fallen
during the night, had formed a thick and soft carpet, on which George seemed to
walk with special pleasure.
It was a colorless day, of those that are counted so numerous in London,
especially in the winter time. One of those days on which the diurnal light
maintains the same slim intensity, from mornings to evenings, and the night
comes up suddenly unexpected, when the pale and smothered reverberation of the
sun, behind a thick blanket of clouds, has concluded its fatiguing daily cycle.
It blew a fresh and light breeze. But the wind, from time to time, became
impetuous, and by means of violent gusts seemed to push us, like for joking or
as if it wanted to encourage us to go straight ahead. And courage was exactly
what we really needed, as our search of a job was becoming a serious and weary
problem.
- «I don't recognize the London's gone
times anymore» -George had told me, not later than the former evening,
coming out from one of the many jobs agencies we had uselessly visited.
I followed him on his march, absorbed in the noise that our own footsteps
produced on the leaves. The rhombus of an auto dissuaded suddenly my attention.
-« Where are we going to?» -I
asked him.
-« We will try to go this way along»-
he answered turning slightly back his head to me. « This way through we will rejoin the Maida Vale. There are plenty of job’s
agencies up there .»
George knew a lot better than I that zone, being living there for the former
years. He had taken that one-room flat wherein we were living together, with a girl,
now got back to Italy, as he had fleetingly told me, not without a shade
darkening sadly his eyes; and after he did not speak more about it.
Instead,
in that same day that he told me of his passion for the esoteric philosophies.
Actually ‘till then, I had reputed them exclusive knowledge of the eastern
cultures, while George, rightly in the period we met, was studying at one (whose
study he had to introduce me, later on), that he granted to the Huichols, a
direct descending people of the ancient pre-Colombian populations that in the
present state, according to what at that time he told me, were still living in
the north western mountains of Mexico.
sabato 2 luglio 2022
The real story of Patrick Winningoes-5
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While I was trying to go further in what the man had told of his personal story
he took back with sad voice to tell his tale.
«I apologize for talking in a such confused mess. Before continuing telling
you of my son it would be better to resume what happened first. At the age of
twenty one, after a long journey and appropriate studies, I started some
peculiar experiments on the human brain. I felt that I had to create a super
brain in order to be reproduced and form a race of super-men able to drive on
the right direction this dreg of humanity that inhabits the world. After all I had
to consider that the brain of every living being contains, even though modified
by the evolution, the original matrix of our existence.
After some rough attempts of surgical engineering, that occupied me for
different years, whose initial success and following disappointed bitterness,
almost led me to abandon the whole project, it was the fate to intervene and to
point out the right way to me.
Which kind of proof would I more need to wait for? The same celestial stars
directly showed me the way!
A beautiful day, in fact, while I was observing under the microscope a cat’s
brain, ulterior, fortunate guinea-pig, subtracted to the deprivations of its
life for the glory of the Science, an amazing account happened to me.
I had set the small feline’s organ in a cylindrical open neck test-tube and
I was continuously thinking about it, looking as usual for a sprout of understanding
on its complex and mysterious composition. At a certain point, needing
something to eat, I went upstairs. I left unwillingly open the microscope’s
focus. I was going to have a cup of tea, with my daily survival meal.
As I returned downstairs I immediately noticed that something strange had
happened during my brief absence. In the
test-tube the brain of the cat had dried, acquiring a grey and pale color.
I extracted it with the pliers: it seemed a dry sponge without neither
weight nor smell. What devil had it happened? It was a gust of wind which answered to me.
In that underground where I secretly developed my experiments, I had not left
but a small window, that I wanted surfaced to the level of the ground. It had slightly disclosed, quiet enough to
allow the passage of a provident ray of sun which, intruding the optic circuit
of the microscope, had poured in with all its mighty energy, dehydrating completely
the object of my experiments.
But my light, initial disappointment had soon to be transformed in high
exultation, when I closer observed the test-tube that had served like furnace
to that unforeseen experiment. On its fund rested some drops of a dense and
glimmering liquid! I had a lightning, an intuition that afterwards had to be
exactly revealed.
Admirably exact, my friends! I had found the way to extract from the muscle
that includes our life, from the brain that contains all the knowledge of a human
being, its own essence. An extract, a summary, that is the same, but free from
the physical brain’s encumbrance, from the grey mash that comprises it. Free
from the flesh as a soul is free from his body as an idea from his thinker as a
thought from his action!
As you certainly know all our mental energy springs by a simple chemical
reaction that is continuously produced in our brain. Such reaction, that the
physicians define with the name of “synapse”, is originated by the reaction
between the liquid whose any brain is
imbued and the cells it copiously contains. In practice this liquid, that has
equal molecular structure in every man, works as a tracing detector of the
cerebral process, whose action is, instead, what countersigns a man from
another.
The intimate reasons for such different action of the cerebral processing,
have seen divided for a long time the humanity. Manhood has however been until
now incapable to intend the true reason for the difference of the beings of its
species. A human being, from the scientific
point of view, it is only a product of a casual connection of the basically
chemical mixtures that are contained in the cells. And all its activity is
coordinated by the cerebral cells.
To succeed on obtaining a distillate of those cells, meant therefore to
dispose of a substance of inestimable value.
At the beginning I thought to try his reproduction, but actually this would
have been only an interesting and suggestive detour from my principal aim.
In order to reach it I had to gather all my efforts, and the results of
that first experiments constituted the base of my following job.
First of all it was clear that the cerebral muscle, under particular
conditions of temperature and environment, like those which took accidentally
place that prophetic day in my laboratory, released a particular, liquid and
dense substance, containing the fundamental geniuses, that I call primaries;
those which are responsible of the most intimate and proper characters of the
race.
It was also evident that such substance appeared able to be moved into
another brain, creating there a new habitat in which to regenerate its cells
and with them repurchase its functions and its aboriginal characters.
I verified more times the exactness of these hypotheses, but only in a direction,
that I define evolutionary. The experiment only succeeded if the essence of a
superior animal, in the steps of the evolutionary chain, was introduced in the
brain of an inferior animal, while in the other way down, the phenomenon took
place in a lesser and very attenuated tone deprived of significant consequence.
I baptized the liquid essence ‘nouchefalon ', and I prepared hence
myself to develop in the foreseen direction my experiments. What would it happen if I transfused some ‘human
nouchefalon ' in to the brain of another man?”
giovedì 26 maggio 2022
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During the war I had the opportunity to deeply analyze
the causes of those disastrous events. I had been, it is true, in the years
immediately preceding the war completely devoted to my studies, in a way that I
could call purely scientific of the phenomena which stand at the base of the
human life, but it was not certainly in the fore coming years of war that we
had to seek its reasons and inmost causes. The roots of hate and evil sank
their extreme appendixes in the most tangled and lavish meanders of human mind.
These deleterious feelings, so inherent to human mind, were to be conceived
like the principal causes of that huge bath of blood.
From this premise I puzzled out that the basic beliefs
of the national socialist philosophy were correct: the humanity, in order to be
saved, needed a superior race to be raised over the others for leading them to
salvation. But German race could not certainly be the chosen one. Not even any
other among the existing races could be that, because it had to be a race who
didn't know, in their hearts but goodness and love.
With a greater fury than before, I addressed all my
energies against the hateful enemy: I challenged death ten, hundred, thousands
of times, always defeating the adversary.
Little by little, I started perceiving what role it
was reserved to me in the history of the world and the contours of my destiny
assumed more and more its clean and precise outline.”
While pronouncing his last words Mr Winningoes, who had gradually been
increasing his excitement during the narration, lifted up the right hand,
tensing his forefinger as an accuser, and his eyes rotated a couple of times
halting eventually in an insane expression of craziness depicted on his face.
He remained for indefinite time with the lift forefinger, staring into space,
with his muscles tended as if they had wanted to get out of standing. He seemed
a statue of marble, immortalized in a grotesque pose. This sudden explosion of
apparent madness came unexpected. Before we had the time to interact, however,
the man seemed to recover himself. He looked around, lost and embarrassed and,
grabbed a glass of water, voided all of it in a hit. The water seemed to calm the
man. His eyes showed now a serene light and he looked like being almost absent,
lost in his thoughts or perhaps looking for recomposing the interrupted line of
his story. He pulled the refreshments trolley and picked up a carafe filled with
a golden colored liquid.
- “Have a drink, please. It
is cognac from Charente, one of the few things that I appreciate of French
people.”
This way saying he poured some of that liquid in a short, carved wine
glass, explaining us that a cognac, to be really good, has to leave, if slightly
rotated, a thin layer of color inside the glass.
As soon as I had drunk, I immediately felt a comforting warmth. On the
warm’s alcohol wave I thought that that man surely knew so much indeed about
life. His theories, nevertheless, yet quiet abstruse to me, showed however a
sort of suggestive charm.
I imagined my brain imploding together with George’s, melting with it and
flying, as a winged rocket, in the endless universe.
domenica 19 gennaio 2020
Londres para siempre
sabato 18 novembre 2017
Memoirs of London - 13
- "You bloody scared me," it was his lusty response.
- "Then it is even better! How much do they pay you? "
- "I work a 10%, ‘you know?"
- "And how it comes weekly?"
-"I do not know! It depends on the position! There at Oxford Street there would be a lot, but I will not be sure of that! Given my past experience, however, I could also have a good pitch! Ihope well...
- "I have spoken to my boss anyway! I was waiting for you to call me at home ... "
- "Yes, I called you, but you didn’t seem to be there..."
-"Didn’t I?! When did you call? "
- "He said the place is available for you"
- "I’m going back to Italy"
- "Do you go on holiday?"
Anyway, so things were going to happen, even if the situation was to change seriously very soon.
- "Bloody Hell," Thomas continued, "only last year they would not be allowed to do such a thing! Crushing a squatting! "
- "I heard that they were about to issue a new Squatting Act .... do they have already done it?"
-"No I do not think so. I would have known if they did. The Conservatives are still on the opposition but they are getting stronger ... "
- "I have sheltered in the house of friends, in Fulham; They are organized; There is always someone at home and if they all leave, especially in the evening, they leave the lights on. And even the houses on the side are occupied by squatters: families of unemployed workers, poor devils. There they will not dare to break through …"
- "So you're okay, right?"
- "Yeah, maybe it was all there!"
- "No! Enough it’s enough!" He interrupted me abruptly, "I want to go back to earth, I have to tie myself to my past, to my true story! And, by the way, what movement are you talking about?"
13. to be continued...
mercoledì 20 settembre 2017
Memoirs of London - 10
domenica 3 settembre 2017
Memoirs of London - 9
mercoledì 23 agosto 2017
Memoirs of London - 8
Bulwark and symbol of the identity of this people was, still at that time, the Cokney.
It is a real English dialect, though it has lexical borrowings from Yiddish, and a distinctive accent that features T- glottalisation, a loss of dental fricatives and diphthong alterations.
8. to be continued...








