Prologue
Sometimes things happen in a
strange way. The story I’m going to tell, as a matter of fact, it’s the most
fantastic, incredible, astounding story I’ve ever lived through. I’ll try to
resume the facts as I remember them, promising to be the most faithful that I
can, though more than forty years have gone since then. It all happened in a month,
from the first decade of November, ‘till
the first decade of December 1979, when George and I were in London, searching
for a honest job. After visiting a lot of job’s agencies, it seemed that eventually we had found someone to work for. His name was
Mr Winningoes, the eccentric
character of the story. But before to
take us in charge he demanded that we
heard to his story, as a condition for getting the job. Knowing him and finding ourselves at his home, without even knowing where
we were, was a rapid and sudden succession of events that I later reconstructed
over time. What I remember first is when he started his story.
First Part
Chapter 1
Journey
over the ocean
«My name is Patrick Winningoes
Parnell and I was born at Wadebridge, in Cornwall, in the south-west of
England, to a Catholic Irishwoman and a Protestant Englishman. My father, Lord
Isaac Winningoes, whose family was among the noblest and most ancient for
English lineage, at that time, was a very close adviser of the British
government. My mother was named Mary Josephine Parnell.
In those times Great Britain
was still a vast empire and Ireland, born earth of my mother, made integrally
part of it.
After a happy infancy, I was enrolled
at a classical studies school, but when I was sixteenth something happened to me such seriously to change radically the course of my life.
Without any apparent reason my
father withdrawn me from the College and
the same day of such a sudden resolution, in a night of storm, I was embarked on a ship,
“The Ulysses”, that anchored at Land's End, attended my arrival to set sail.
My father didn't want to give me
any explanation and, despite I implored him crying, that I didn't want to
depart without greeting my mother, he was inflexible. He delivered two letters
to me: one for the reverend Jacob Sevear, who would have become my despotic
guardian; the other for me, and I read it on tears, when my beloved coasts were
already distant from sight.
It contained, this letter, few recommendations
on the principles that a good child has to observe, together with the
information that my destination would have been Boston, in the U.S.A., and that I had to be in charge to reverend
Sevear's.
The life that attended me
beyond the ocean was, my friends, a hard life indeed to be sustained.
Certainly, I had all the comforts of life, but I lived in a gilded isolation,
without almost any contact with the outside world. My guardian was inflexible
on applying those rules that, as he underlined, had been ordered to him by my
father: I could not go out, if not in his company; I didn't have to possess any
sum of money, providing himself to satisfy any my desire; even the newspapers
and the magazines passed for his careful censorship, before I could read them.
After some
time, my captivity slightly decreased, but I still felt as a prisoner and for my
mind, offended and violated, to find a free play in the studies, in which my
guardian worked out to be a wise and able preceptor, was a matter of surviving.
How many
nights I dreamed to fly, like Icarus, over the Atlantic or to sail, as Ulysses, searching
for new, craving lands! How many nights I cried, thinking of my mother and my distant born beaches ! How I felt heavy,
then, my father's hand on my head and that of my sad destiny! For how much I
tried on it, however, I didn't succeed on breaking those chains that tormented me.
From time to time I contrived a plan to run away, but I always postponed it,
hoping that the day after a letter from England would come, to bring me the
freedom, the end of my nightmare and its mysteries.
After years
of that life of segregation, finally came the very expected day: On my
twenty-first birthday the reverend Sevear handed me over a letter from my father on which he accounted the
circumstances that were the origin of all my sufferings and that so much had to
influence my life in the future. But the joy for the long, desired truth, was
darkened by the sad news, in the same letter contained, that my mother, my
beloved mother, had died, two years before, in the prison of Primestone.
I was
acquainted through that letter that my mother, just a little before my
departure for Boston, had been halted with the accusation of plot to overturn
the institutions and the Crown, accusation much more serious, being my father a
man at service of the State. She was recognized guilty, and only the interest that
some friends of my father showed towards, saved her from the inglorious end
that struck all the other heads of the revolt: the hanging in public square.
But she
could not stand up with the imprisonment as she wrote herself in one of the few
letters that she was allowed to write to me, and which the reverend Sevear had
been ordered not to deliver to me before my twenty-first birthday.
The scandal
that followed the discovery of the plot to free Ireland from the oppressive
English yoke, had also overwhelmed my father, who was forced by his political
enemies to give the resignations. The aspect of the whole circumstance for me
more spine-chilling was constituted by the fact that my father himself had
discovered and denounced the secret activity of my mother, for whose he asked
me to be forgiven and hoped that I would understand the involved, ethics
implications.
How I hated
him henceforth! I cursed him, one hundred, thousand times, from that day and
for the days to come! How could he have chosen his stupid state’s reason against
the love of a fragile and sweet creature as my mother? Why did he not embark
her with me to subtract her to the jailers? His king, then, was more worth than
his woman on his heart?
He
recommended himself to my comprehension, since he did act for my own goodness,
leaving me out, considering also my youth age, from the clamors and from the
shame of the scandal that had overwhelmed our honorable name, and he finally,
remembered me, that only God can judge men’s operates .That atrocious
contradiction induced me to hate also “his” God. If only Him, could judge men’s
behaviors, why did he denounce my mother to a Court of men?!? »
That
regrettable question concluded the monologue of our guest, to which we had
assisted in a religious silence but with long live share.
While
evoking his memoirs, that I imagined remote for forgetful time in his mind, above
all speaking of his mother, in his voice a veiled tone of emotion had appeared.
And I don't
know if I really perceived a mist in his eyes, ‘cause it lasted only for a bit: after pouring a glass
of water and drinking it with avarice, he fleetingly passed a candid napkin on
his face, with which he suddenly cancelled any trace of it. Then he stayed
immovably, absorbed in his sad memoirs, or perhaps picking up ideas to continue
his story. George had followed him for the whole time with the chin
supported by the closed fists on the
edge of the table. Without proffering a word he lit a cigarette and soon after
pushed the packet to me. With peaceful and indifferent tone, Mr Winningoes took
back on his speech.
«The same
day I knew by my teacher that I was the only heir of my mother’s estates, and
that since the day of her death, he had been its honest and prudent
administrator, as he was ready to detail me on his account.
That man, I
had so much hated and blamed, now that his ungrateful charge had come to end,
seemed to me good and comprehensive, and his words calmed for a few time my
incurable pain. thenceforth, however, I needed to think about my life, and in
those places I would never succeeded in shaking off my sad past. I begged the reverend to continue
to administer my goods and I departed, to discover the world.
I travelled
at first through the United States and Canada, then I went to Australia and New
Zealand. After I visited Europe, without never finding the courage to return to
my country. Tired of the European Countries, among which I mostly liked your
Italy , I departed to India and finally, always curious of new lands, I went to
Africa.
Neither
women, neither alcohol,
nor drugs not even the vices
which I was devoted in those years succeeded in cancelling my bitter memoirs,
until one day, while I was sojourning in Kenya, I fell ill, prey of strong
fevers. Not a lot, then I gave, to live or die, but the Fate, had evidently
prepared, that I survived, so that the programs could be realized, whose I will
have the honor and the pleasure to communicate to you. Revealed therefore from
the illness, I returned to America aiming however to south, that I had not
visited yet.
Going up
again homeward, I stayed for a long time in Mexico, that not little fascinated
me. By then, I had satisfied my world's curiosity,
so I preferred to take over again my
studies, more strongly and surely than before. I was akin of all: medicine,
biology, physics, mathematics, chemistry, hidden sciences, illusionism, magic
arts, engineering, electronics, astrology, philosophy, astronomy, sociology,
anthropology, theology, ethnology, history, juridical, economic and political
sciences and every other thing attracted my mind curious of reaching new
knowledge.
During the
numerous years of my following study, it happened on me a gradual mutation that
flowed, between a short lapse of time, in a great, bright revelation. I had
realized, deepening on studies that any single subject lost, little by little,
until vanish, its own contours and that all acquired information met in a
bubbly melting pot, to form just one, immense nucleus of knowledge.
Yes, dear
friends: our knowledge is an original, total unity. The single disciplines of
human knowledge are but the infinitesimally small fragments that the mankind
looks hopelessly for recomposing in to the aboriginal unity.
Two were
the necessary consequent corollaries to this thrilling discovery. The first one
is that the brain of both animal and human beings constitutes, though at a
different evolutionary stadium, a microscopic part of the primordial totality.
The second is that human thought search, yet in a blind and messy manner, to
recompose, at a mental level, the great, primitive explosion, the Big-Bang,
through a long and fatiguing marching back, up to the innumerable light years
that separate it, from an equal, yet opposite, roaring and powerful implosion.
And if you consider that our mind speculates in the space-time as fast as
speed-light, this kind of final Big-Imbang will appear less far than any hasty
forecast.
The burst
of the second world war caught me surprised on this walk of studies and
searches.
Bitterly I
was forced to consider that human beings pursued their premature end, rather
than search for the truth.
But at that
time I hadn't understand yet that every human action, even the most iniquitous
and bestial, has however its own reason to be done and for me, that war, would
have been another fundamental step on the way of comprehension.
When
Germany, violating the international agreements formerly undersigned, moved war
to England, attacking London, I realized that the right moment had come for me
to show that the Parnells loved to fight for freedom, under any flag and
against whoever oppressed its exercise. I went to England and enlisted, as a
volunteer, in the Royal Air Force,
despite I have to confess you that, after the betrayal of my father, I felt
more Irish than English, also considering that in those days, as it is today,
Ireland was divided in two parts, with a part still under the British dominion.
After a
brief but intense training I was assigned, as I had required myself, having the
pre-requisite for it, to pilot’s hunting squads. Between whiles of my missions
I had the opportunity to deeply analyze the causes of those disastrous events.
I had been, it is true, in the years immediately preceding the war completely
devoted to my studies, in a way that I could call purely scientific of the
phenomena which stand at the base of the human life, but it was not certainly
in the fore coming years of war that we had to seek its reasons and inmost
causes. The roots of hate and evil sank their extreme appendixes in the most
tangled and lavish meanders of human mind. These deleterious feelings, so
inherent to human mind, were to be conceived like the principal causes of that
huge bath of blood.
From this
premise I puzzled out that the basic
beliefs of the national socialist philosophy were correct: the humanity, in
order to be saved, needed a superior race to be raised over the others for
leading them to salvation. But German race could not certainly be the chosen
one. Not even any other among the existing races could be that, because it had
to be a race who didn't know, in their hearts but goodness and love.
With a
greater fury than before, I addressed all my energies against the hateful
enemy: I challenged death ten, hundred, thousands of times, always defeating
the adversary.
Little by
little, I started perceiving what role it
was reserved to me in the history of the world and the contours of my destiny assumed more and
more its clean and precise outline.»
While pronouncing his last
words Mr Winningoes, who had gradually been increasing his excitement during
the narration, lifted up the right hand, tensing his forefinger as an accuser,
and his eyes rotated a couple of times halting eventually in an insane
expression of craziness depicted on his face. He remained for indefinite time
with the lift forefinger, staring into space, with his muscles tended as if
they had wanted to get out of standing. He seemed a statue of marble,
immortalized in a grotesque pose. This sudden explosion of apparent madness
came unexpected. Before we had the time to interact, however, the man seemed to
recover himself. He looked around, lost and embarrassed and, grabbed a glass of
water, voided all of it in a hit. The water seemed to calm the man. His eyes
showed now a serene light and he looked like being almost absent, lost in his
thoughts or perhaps looking for recomposing the interrupted line of his story.
He pulled the refreshments trolley and picked up a crystal’s carafe filled of a
golden colored liquid.
- «Have a drink, please. It is cognac from
Charente, one of the few things that I appreciate of French people.»
This way saying he poured some
of that liquid in a short, carved wine glass, explaining us that a cognac, to
be really good, has to leave, if slightly rotated, a thin layer of color inside
the glass.
As soon as I had drunk, I
immediately felt a comforting warmth. On the warm’s alcohol wave I thought that
that man surely knew so much indeed about life. His theories, nevertheless, yet
quiet abstruse to me, showed however a sort of suggestive charm.
I imagined my brain imploding
together with George’s, melting with it and flying, as a winged rocket, in the
endless universe. Mr Winningoes’ voice,
starting over with his narration brought me, with equal quickness, again to
earth.
- «You certainly know how has the second world war concluded» -
said the man, who went on talking about the last phases of the war, mixing them
with some personal circumstances and original points of view, totally different
from official historical interpretation .
-«Excuse me, my friends, for detouring from the main path» -
he returned to say taking back the main stream of his narration. -«After all,
such problems, didn't interest to me so much at the time, neither they interest
to me today. I had to follow my life, and rather, the use of the atomic bombs
in Japan made me understand, even more, the urgency of stopping mankind’s
foolishness, under the risk of destroying the world and all its living forms.
When I was dismissed, appointed as a real hero, I decided to go to pay a visit
to my father. I still felt some grudge towards him and perhaps, I thought, I
would have thrown him all the medals which “his” king had given to me. But the
memoirs of my happy infancy wound me in a veil of emotion and when I saw my
father, old and tired, convicted on a wheels chair, I understood that was time
to pass over and look at future.
He cried, my old father,
seeing the medals that I had conquered in the hot skies of Europe. With pride
he told me that he knew of my heroic deeds, and now that his name, the glorious
lineage of Winningoeses had been fully rehabilitated, he could happily die. I
wished to him a very long life, leaving his medals to consolation of my not
dilatory departure. My books, my studies attended me again, in the United
States, for a new thrilling issue on the walk of truth.
Taking back to my searches I
considered that I had to continue in a forced direction, if it were true, as it
is true, that the brain of every living being contains, even though modified by
the evolution, the original matrix of our existence.
I resolutely threw myself
heart and soul into brain’s study. I felt that I had to create a super brain in
order to be reproduced and form a race of super-men able to drive on the right
direction this dregs of humanity that inhabits the world.
After some rough attempts of surgical engineering, that occupied me for different years, whose initial success and following disappointed bitterness, almost led me to abandon the whole project, it was the fate to intervene and to point out the right way to me.
Which kind of proof would I more need to wait for? The same
celestial stars directly showed me the way!
A beautiful day, in fact, while I was observing under the microscope a cat’s brain, ulterior, fortunate guinea-pig, subtracted to the deprivations of its life for the glory of the Science, an amazing account happened to me.
I had set the small feline’s
organ in a cylindrical open neck test-tube and I was continuously thinking
about it, looking as usual for a sprout of understanding on its complex and
mysterious composition. At a certain point, needing something to eat, I went
upstairs. I left unwillingly open the microscope’s focus. I was going to have a
cup of tea, with my daily survival meal, when I heard some beats on the door.
The circumstance was quite unusual. Nobody ever came to find me and Soledad,
the Mexican housemaid who was in charge for homework, as an invisible angel,
entered in the house using her own key.
As I opened the door a young
man introduced himself as an emissary of the English legal study “Heirs and
Heirs” .
He was coming to inform me that my father had died and I had been named his only heir. He also told me that he had brought with him some letters of attorney to allow his fellows to look after the most urgent matters of administration.
I signed those proxies without
not even reading them. On the financial plan I would have been now stronger
than ever.
My studies would get a great
advantage from this new decisive financial impulse. But why didn't I feel any
pain? Yet I had loved him, in the cheerful days of the infancy; and he had
loved me.
Thinking about the years of my
infancy and the coasts of beloved and distant Cornwall, I finished to consume
my poor meal, then I returned downstairs.
I immediately noticed that
something strange had happened during my brief absence.
In the test-tube the brain of the cat had dried, acquiring a grey and pale color.
I extracted it with the
pliers: it seemed a dry sponge without neither weight nor smell. What devil had
it happened?
It was a gust of wind which answered to me.
In that underground where I secretly developed my experiments, I had not left but a small window, that I wanted surfaced to the level of the ground.
It had slightly disclosed, quiet enough to allow the passage of a provident ray of sun which, intruding the optic circuit of the microscope, had poured in with all its mighty energy, dehydrating completely the object of my experiments.
But my light, initial
disappointment had soon to be transformed in high exultation, when I closer
observed the test-tube that had served like furnace to that unforeseen
experiment. On its fund rested some drops of a dense and glimmering liquid! I
had a lightning, an intuition that afterwards had to be exactly revealed.
Admirably exact, my friends! I had found the way to extract from the muscle that includes our life, from the brain that contains all the knowledge of a human being, its own essence. An extract, a summary, that is the same, but free from the physical brain’s encumbrance, from the grey mash that comprises it. Free from the flesh as a soul is free from his body as an idea from his thinker as a thought from his action!
As you certainly know all our
mental energy springs by a simple chemical reaction that is continuously
produced in our brain. Such reaction, that the physicians define with the name
of “synapse”, is originated by the reaction between the liquid whose any brain is imbued and the cells it copiously contains.
In practice this liquid, that
has equal molecular structure in every man, works as a tracing detector of the
cerebral process, whose action is, instead, what countersigns a man from
another.
The intimate reasons for such
different action of the cerebral processing, have seen divided for a long time
the humanity.
Manhood has however been until
now incapable to intend the true reason for the difference of the beings of its
species.
A human being, from the
scientific point of view, it is only a product of a casual connection of the
basically chemical mixtures that are contained in the cells. And all its
activity is coordinated by the cerebral cells.
To succeed on obtaining a
distillate of those cells, meant therefore to dispose of a substance of inestimable
value.
You can of course imagine,
what such an emotion I felt when I injected those drops that were deposed on
the fund of the test-tube, to a guinea-pig.
The result was amazing, greater
and more meaningful than I had been able to foresee myself. The mouse, a normal
mouse of averages age and greatness, after spending twelve hours asleep,
wakened up again.
Apparently he seemed to be the same as before the injection, but actually he moved in a different manner however.
He had, in a few words, a different air. He slowly started walking and moving its tail upwards, in a way quite unusually for a mouse; furthermore he sniffed and smelled the air and the ground of the cage. And I was much more surprised when I saw him stretching its legs towards and backwards and, curving the backbone up, forming a tall hunch. Its limbs still looked like those of a mouse, but they behaved as belonged to a cat! That was the exceptional result!
The animal seemed restless and
took on turning around the cage with his feline behavior. He was surely looking
for some food.
I gave him his usual mice food
but after he had smelled it for a long time, he started over turning around
visibly more nervous and hungrier. I opened a cat tin food and with my great
surprise he devoured that meal in a flash.
He grew up constantly in the
following days, assuming a double massive structure compared to the same aged
of his own race, then his growth seemed to halt.
His epidermis had not suffered
either big mutations; nor the bony structure, at least externally,
showed to have acquired any peculiar characters, except for the moustaches and
the legs, that seemed to have changed for a most congenial use to cat’s
needing.
In the movements and in the
external behavior he moved as a cat though having the semblances of a mouse.
A serious question had
bothered me since the first days of the experiment: how would that animal
relate with another mice? And how would other cats relate with him? In his more
inner instinct had he become a cat or he had remained a mouse?
With much trepidation I moved him to captivity with other mice: they started to squeak very afraid; it was evident that those small rodents had immediately warned the hostile presence.
He had a good time pursuing
them and grabbing them as cats make with mice, and at long, exhausted and
satisfied, he rested quietly on a side of the big cage, while the little mice, remained
farther all afraid and trembling.
He didn't show any interest to
pursue them, more than in that joking way,
perhaps because he was not hungry or even because something inside prevented
him from doing it.
The thing, after all, didn't
interest me and I transferred him afterwards with a real cat, and also there
the success arose to me: they behaved as two bosom and jovial friends.
At the beginning I thought to
try his reproduction, but actually this would have been only an interesting and
suggestive detour from my principal aim.
In order to reach it I had to
gather all my efforts, and the results of that first experiments constituted
the base of my following job.
First of all it was clear that
the cerebral muscle, under particular conditions of temperature and
environment, like those which took accidentally place that prophetic day in my
laboratory, released a particular, liquid and dense substance, containing the
fundamental geniuses, that I call primaries; those which are responsible of the
most intimate and proper characters of
the race.
It was also evident that such
substance appeared able to be moved into another brain, creating there a new habitat in which to regenerate
its cells and with them repurchase its
functions and its aboriginal characters.
I verified more times the exactness of these hypotheses, but only in a direction, that I define evolutionary. The experiment only succeed if the essence of a superior animal, in the steps of the evolutionary chain, was introduced in the brain of an inferior animal, while in the other way down, the phenomenon took place in a lesser and very attenuated tone deprived of significant consequence.
I baptized the liquid essence
‘nouchefalon ', and I prepared hence myself to develop in the foreseen
direction my experiments.
What would it happen if I transfused some ‘human nouchefalon ' in to the
brain of another man?»
1. to be continued...
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